Day before 5 mo ultrasound update

So...I hope I get some sleep. I'm trying not to be nervous.

I'm trying to not have any expectations. Good or bad. Whatever happens, it can be handled. I won't try to rationalize anything.  I'm glad I switched Dr. though as the guy was just a little too...idk, didn't really care too much. Thought a reproductive endocrinologist would be better equipped to deal with this mess. They see all kinds of women's issues.

Yes, let's focus on something else...like my upcoming wedding/elopement. I finally bought a dress! Hallelujah! Totally gonna do this BTW.